Do you feel lost—or unsure where to go next?

PIXELS OF TIME — From Beijing to Abu Dhabi: A Journey of Dreams and Self-Creation (2007–2026) offers an honest companion through uncertainty, fear, and beginning again.

Spanning nearly two decades (2007–2026), this memoir exists as a record of one woman’s repeated departures—and her search for home, freedom, love, and an answer to the question, “Who am I?” It does not try to decide who was right or wrong. It records how she kept moving forward by trusting what she felt when she could not see the world clearly.

Within these pages, you will explore:

What Memory Leaves Behind:
We think we remember an era, but what remains is often only a handful of pixels—an old suitcase, a bottle of perfume, a pale pink pen, a green apple, a broken stroller, a family photograph in which she is absent, a potted plant, and a wall clock moving in silence.

The Question of Self:
A search for home, freedom, love, and an answer to the question, “Who am I?”

A Truce with Fear:
Some fears cannot be outrun. They wait quietly until we are willing to stop and see them.

Reading PIXELS OF TIME is not simply following a life across borders. It is an invitation to look inward—to gather time and light from the fragments of life, find strength in moments of stillness, and begin again from where you are. If you have ever felt unsure of where to go, these words may walk beside you for a while.